等待

等待着2011的到来，只要结束了今年的日子，一切都会重新开始，我希望是好的开始。毕竟，今年的衰事很多，吵架，工作量多，是非多，功课压力，组员不合作...说不完的烦恼，还好，都过去了！现在是12月31日凌晨12点半，在此倒数新的一年的到来，很兴奋！还有一堆朋友的陪伴，让我觉得很窝心，原来，我不曾被谁忽略。最难忘的，应该是我在学校认识的那位欢喜冤家，我们认识了一年，吵架后冷战了几个月，整整四个月互相不理不睬，最近却莫名其妙的和好了，是缘分吗?这就是不打不相识，经得起风雨，才会让一段感情更坚固。
有时候会很遗憾，陪家人的时间，少之又少，被我忽略的人，对不起，也许你们不离不弃的在我身边出现着，但我从未发现，也不在意，真的是身在福中不知福。好，从今天起，我会珍惜，学着体谅你们，关心你们，不要只有你们担心我的份。妹妹下个月就要到kl实习了，可能到时候，我会舍不得，就算每天斗嘴，少了一个人，还是会觉得很静，很孤单，看来，我们已经成为对方的习惯。
希望，明天会更好！加油！=)

好久不见

今天是平安夜，快要圣诞节了,这个圣诞过得很平凡，很安静，刚好姐妹们都去了KL,加上平安夜也要加班，放工后只好自己呆在家。唯一值得高兴的，是23号当天的同学会，我想...我们大约七八年没见面了吧！原以为这回是一个很尴尬的聚会，毕竟太久没见了，结果没有!大家遇到时，都很主动过来和你聊天说地，有些变了很多，有些完全人不出，有的变帅了，有的变美了，有的却一成不变，哈哈哈！一进门，看到一大班“陌生人”，真的有点吓倒！先发现6K的班长升予，比交情，再搬上他算是和我最熟的...过后一个男生走过来打招呼，我观察了好久，感觉似曾相识，经过升予的暗示，才知道他是我们班的副班长，黄俊祥！天啊~我还真迟钝~整班里，和我最熟的女生莫过于6H的方婷婷，我们从小学到中学都一样学校，还一起打过工,也许这也算是一种缘分吧！在这里面，最合得来的算是6M的叶俊良吧，因为只有他最八，最多话，也最好动xD明年还会举办一次同学会，相信出席人数会比今年的多吧...今年也不差，大约30个人出席，比预料中还多了！好久不见的朋友，明年见！

不习惯

这个假期，少了你们的吵杂声，老实说，真的不习惯~
很快就要去实习了，即期待又紧张，家人朋友难免会聚少离多...
习惯了老婆每天向我报到，
习惯了Tina三更半夜打来的电话，煲电话粥...
习惯了和Jo心血来潮的去陪我们去唱歌，
习惯了Eleen载我去上课，蹦蹦跳跳在食堂的三八动作，
习惯了Joan每天更新的八卦...
突然大家都走远了，好不习惯！
姐妹们，有空时想想我们一起的日子，就不会感到寂寞了=)

开始或结束？

考完试了，原以为一切都结束了，终于可以恢复正常了。很开心，很轻松才对。但，这只是另一个开始，开始新的旅程...看到你们在这个假期都有计划的去了这里那里，真的很羡慕！我有这样的念头，却实行不到。好想去购物，好想去旅行，好想去听演唱会，好像放下一切暂时什么都别想...很简单的一个旅程，足以让我调好心情，我知道这只是我梦寐以求的东西，很难完成。很多包袱在槟城，暂时哪里也去不了。叹了气，再深呼吸，工作又开始了。
说到这次的年终考，除了comm theories,其他的科目都比我想象中的容易，一份耕耘就一份收获嘛...成绩我也不会看得太重了，一切顺其自然~我只想安安心心的锅碗这个假期，这个圣诞，和迎接即将到来的2011年。我迫不及待training的日子了，终于我不再当分身，不再以双重身份来过日子，愿上天保佑我...

1216是老婆的生日，一考完试就打算着要去哪里庆祝了！也许这是唯一值得开心的，刚好她的生日也象征着这个学期的结束~同行的还有Tina和Eleen，我们去了Winter Warmer吃东西，顺便切蛋糕，简简单单的仪式，人虽然不多，但他也很开心，感受到了我们的诚意，老婆今天刚好生病了，什么内分泌失调，扁桃腺发炎，舌头也溃烂，吃东西也会疼，真希望她会好好照顾自己，快点痊愈！补祝：生日快乐！

感慨

常常会感慨，世事变化如迁，很多事情都变得不一样了。曾经和你说说笑笑的人，如今变成最受席的陌生人。曾经一起打拚的人，变成打击你的人。曾经和你无话不说的朋友，变成见面都不会打招呼的路人。我们常常不经意的错过很多美好的人事物，到失去了才发现它是多么令人怀念的，可惜他已经是过去。人要向前看，但谈何容易？往往事与愿违，因为我放不下。我爱怀念过去，爱为自己设下许多个如果，爱旧事重提，但是这始终是个坏习惯，要改了，是时候改了。我要感谢那些伤害过我的人，因为你们让我成长。要感谢那些安慰过你的人，因为你们是关心我的。时间过得很快，已经12月了。考试也快到了，我会努力，证明给那些骄傲的人看，我可以考得更好，我要充实信心面对你们，因为我输不起。12月，也是我在店打工的最后一个月...这店带给我的回忆，有苦有甜。其实，里面的人看似不好相处，难听一点，有时候会很刻薄。以前常会抱怨，为什么我打工，人打工，我的店那么严，别人的店那么轻松？为什么他们在店无所事事，我在店忙得不可开交？哎！这想法很可笑，不会有答案的，出来社会，不公平的事多得很，何必斤斤计较呢？抱怨也无补于事，还是算了。夜了，是时候休息了，晚安

Year 2 Sem 2

This semester really a suck semester...i really hope that i can go training asap! i hate to stay at college, hate to see someone i duwan to see, i hate to study and work,  i hate backstabber, i hate faker, i hate to fight with them, i hate arguing with them...seriously, i am tired with this kind of life, i need to wear a mask everyday... i wan to focus at work, i wan to learn something new when i going to training, no lecturer, no assignment, no one can disturb me when i working there... i need a new life, new job and new environment! this few day, i doing same things, work and assignment, after finish the final assignment of advertising, i am free! but i not in mood of exam, i knw study week is coming soon... next week is the last week going to college! yeah! i can sleep more, rest more, work more... sales time coming soon! i thk my shop wanna start to do preparation of sales, december will be another busy months! every year my shop sales time crash v my exam, i need to work after exam, so stress! i can't handle it! my exam and work! i need off day, but i knw they won't let me off... what can i do? complain here lo...but i need to face the truth! i juz a part time, not superviser, i can't follow my own opinion in shop...sigh...i hope that year2 sem 2 finish asap! after this sem, i hope that everyone will change, put effort at study and graduate v them happily... i wish my dream comes true!

Harry Potter: Deathly Hollow part 1

I went gurney with becky, jessica and xiao toong yesterday. Actually yesterday is my off day but I dunno why they still wan to call me to work, if really not enough staff, why you still wan to let me off, you might spoil my holiday mood. But the way, I ignore them, coz I really didn't hang out with my sisters for a few months already. We are going to watch Takers, but we watch Harry Potter at the end coz xiao toong had watch Takers before. I though I will sleep in the cinema, God! I really watch from starting screen to the end of part! It really attract me to continue watch it...

Part 1 begins as Harry, Ron and Hermione set out on their perilous mission to track down and destroy the secret to Voldemort's immortality and destruction-the Horcruxes. On their own, without the guidance of their professors or the protection of Professor Dumbledore, the three friends must now rely on one another more than ever. But there are Dark Forces in their midst that threaten to tear them apart.
Meanwhile, the wizarding world has become a dangerous place for all enemies of the Dark Lord. The long-feared war has begun and Voldemort's Death Eaters seize control of the Ministry of Magic and even Hogwarts, terrorizing and arresting anyone who might oppose them. But the one prize they still seek is the one most valuable to Voldemort: Harry Potter. The Chosen One has become the hunted one as the Death Eaters search for Harry with orders to bring him to Voldemort… alive.
Harry's only hope is to find the Horcruxes before Voldemort finds him. But as he searches for clues, he uncovers an old and almost forgotten tale-the legend of the Deathly Hallows. And if the legend turns out to be true, it could give Voldemort the ultimate power he seeks.
Little does Harry know that his future has already been decided by his past when, on that fateful day, he became "the Boy Who Lived." No longer just a boy, Harry Potter is drawing ever closer to the task for which he has been preparing since the day he first stepped into Hogwarts: the ultimate battle with Voldemort.

I think you can't understand with reading this post, please go watch it! It really worth! Only 10 bucks you can enjoy your show in 2hours and 27 min...=) After watch, we're going to Baskin Robbin having our dessert, but too bad, the ice cream of Pulau Tikus branch too soft and already melt, we really disappointed with it. Anyway, I really have a nice day with my sisters! After this post, I think I will stop for a long time, coz MNG party time is near, everything haven't prepare, I can't off for many weeks, I think I should call myself Superwomen! Study for 5 days in a week, work for 7 days in a week, non-stop! But it's fun!

There's nothing left to say

Last week, everything is gone! Actually just a small matter,but i dunno why it become so serious! I knew too many backstabber around us,but i can't accept they're my friends! I can't accept why they changed? I can't understand why they hurt me? Why they don't trust me? Luckily, I still got a lot of friend support me and help me walk out from the issue! Thanks Tina! You always think mature and rationally, I know it not related to you but you still wan to help, I really touched with your help... Thanks to Lee Wen, you always be with me, when I am sad, you will call me even though you can't meet me everyday... Thanks Eleen, you always my counselor, you teach me everything! I promise I won't be emo from now! Those who hurt me, I already walk up from the cruel truth. I already delete your facebook and photos, coz I know you guys never appreciate our friendship, once you make me blocked/deleted you from facebook, mean that I delete your memory in my life already, I won't drop out my tear anymore, I won't do any stupid things anymore...I want be myself, I want to find back my smile, I know it's hard but I will try! When I saw you, you're transparent like air...You're nothing! Thanks to my colleague Jia Xin, she teach me many things...She scolded me many times, but I know that's for my own good, she duwan to see a emo Ah Ling work in the shop, she wanna help me find back my confidence. I really look tired and no mood to work, but now, I can! She told me friend for fun can't follow you forever, true friend for really can be with you, one or two enough! I am totally agree with what she said, I already got my true friend, the left one will leave from me someday even though it never happen before. Anyway, I still wan to remind them, think before you speak, you might hurt people feeling. Don't think you're smart always, you only a child in my heart, coz you're childish...That's all...Good luck for you...There's nothing left to say with you, bye~

新的生活

之前的部落格，已经没再用了...大家都很好奇吧？都怪自己糊涂，才会被骇客侵入...无论是FACEBOOK,MSN, 我都重新开过了，也好...让我从此有了戒备，不认识的人，绝对不加！你们千万不要理会那些用我旧的户口来跟你讲话的人，小心上当！最近，真的很忙！忙得透不过气，眼看这个学期快要结束，自己还在原地徘徊，学习的进度很慢，好像还有很多进步的空间，好有很多学习的地方。我会努力，找回自己的自信，找回自己的目标，继续前进，加油！
自己好像越来越封闭自己，什么是都会往坏的方面想，我很害怕，别人会怎么看我？我会介意别人的眼光，开始把真实的我隐藏起来，常常带着一幅面具来面对人，不让人看透我，不让别人伤害我...也许，是自己想太多，也许，我该成熟一点，新的生活，新的开始...我会让自己的每一天活得比昨天更精彩!