Year 2 Sem 2

This semester really a suck semester...i really hope that i can go training asap! i hate to stay at college, hate to see someone i duwan to see, i hate to study and work,  i hate backstabber, i hate faker, i hate to fight with them, i hate arguing with them...seriously, i am tired with this kind of life, i need to wear a mask everyday... i wan to focus at work, i wan to learn something new when i going to training, no lecturer, no assignment, no one can disturb me when i working there... i need a new life, new job and new environment! this few day, i doing same things, work and assignment, after finish the final assignment of advertising, i am free! but i not in mood of exam, i knw study week is coming soon... next week is the last week going to college! yeah! i can sleep more, rest more, work more... sales time coming soon! i thk my shop wanna start to do preparation of sales, december will be another busy months! every year my shop sales time crash v my exam, i need to work after exam, so stress! i can't handle it! my exam and work! i need off day, but i knw they won't let me off... what can i do? complain here lo...but i need to face the truth! i juz a part time, not superviser, i can't follow my own opinion in shop...sigh...i hope that year2 sem 2 finish asap! after this sem, i hope that everyone will change, put effort at study and graduate v them happily... i wish my dream comes true!

Harry Potter: Deathly Hollow part 1

I went gurney with becky, jessica and xiao toong yesterday. Actually yesterday is my off day but I dunno why they still wan to call me to work, if really not enough staff, why you still wan to let me off, you might spoil my holiday mood. But the way, I ignore them, coz I really didn't hang out with my sisters for a few months already. We are going to watch Takers, but we watch Harry Potter at the end coz xiao toong had watch Takers before. I though I will sleep in the cinema, God! I really watch from starting screen to the end of part! It really attract me to continue watch it...

Part 1 begins as Harry, Ron and Hermione set out on their perilous mission to track down and destroy the secret to Voldemort's immortality and destruction-the Horcruxes. On their own, without the guidance of their professors or the protection of Professor Dumbledore, the three friends must now rely on one another more than ever. But there are Dark Forces in their midst that threaten to tear them apart.
Meanwhile, the wizarding world has become a dangerous place for all enemies of the Dark Lord. The long-feared war has begun and Voldemort's Death Eaters seize control of the Ministry of Magic and even Hogwarts, terrorizing and arresting anyone who might oppose them. But the one prize they still seek is the one most valuable to Voldemort: Harry Potter. The Chosen One has become the hunted one as the Death Eaters search for Harry with orders to bring him to Voldemort… alive.
Harry's only hope is to find the Horcruxes before Voldemort finds him. But as he searches for clues, he uncovers an old and almost forgotten tale-the legend of the Deathly Hallows. And if the legend turns out to be true, it could give Voldemort the ultimate power he seeks.
Little does Harry know that his future has already been decided by his past when, on that fateful day, he became "the Boy Who Lived." No longer just a boy, Harry Potter is drawing ever closer to the task for which he has been preparing since the day he first stepped into Hogwarts: the ultimate battle with Voldemort.

I think you can't understand with reading this post, please go watch it! It really worth! Only 10 bucks you can enjoy your show in 2hours and 27 min...=) After watch, we're going to Baskin Robbin having our dessert, but too bad, the ice cream of Pulau Tikus branch too soft and already melt, we really disappointed with it. Anyway, I really have a nice day with my sisters! After this post, I think I will stop for a long time, coz MNG party time is near, everything haven't prepare, I can't off for many weeks, I think I should call myself Superwomen! Study for 5 days in a week, work for 7 days in a week, non-stop! But it's fun!

There's nothing left to say

Last week, everything is gone! Actually just a small matter,but i dunno why it become so serious! I knew too many backstabber around us,but i can't accept they're my friends! I can't accept why they changed? I can't understand why they hurt me? Why they don't trust me? Luckily, I still got a lot of friend support me and help me walk out from the issue! Thanks Tina! You always think mature and rationally, I know it not related to you but you still wan to help, I really touched with your help... Thanks to Lee Wen, you always be with me, when I am sad, you will call me even though you can't meet me everyday... Thanks Eleen, you always my counselor, you teach me everything! I promise I won't be emo from now! Those who hurt me, I already walk up from the cruel truth. I already delete your facebook and photos, coz I know you guys never appreciate our friendship, once you make me blocked/deleted you from facebook, mean that I delete your memory in my life already, I won't drop out my tear anymore, I won't do any stupid things anymore...I want be myself, I want to find back my smile, I know it's hard but I will try! When I saw you, you're transparent like air...You're nothing! Thanks to my colleague Jia Xin, she teach me many things...She scolded me many times, but I know that's for my own good, she duwan to see a emo Ah Ling work in the shop, she wanna help me find back my confidence. I really look tired and no mood to work, but now, I can! She told me friend for fun can't follow you forever, true friend for really can be with you, one or two enough! I am totally agree with what she said, I already got my true friend, the left one will leave from me someday even though it never happen before. Anyway, I still wan to remind them, think before you speak, you might hurt people feeling. Don't think you're smart always, you only a child in my heart, coz you're childish...That's all...Good luck for you...There's nothing left to say with you, bye~

新的生活

之前的部落格，已经没再用了...大家都很好奇吧？都怪自己糊涂，才会被骇客侵入...无论是FACEBOOK,MSN, 我都重新开过了，也好...让我从此有了戒备，不认识的人，绝对不加！你们千万不要理会那些用我旧的户口来跟你讲话的人，小心上当！最近，真的很忙！忙得透不过气，眼看这个学期快要结束，自己还在原地徘徊，学习的进度很慢，好像还有很多进步的空间，好有很多学习的地方。我会努力，找回自己的自信，找回自己的目标，继续前进，加油！
自己好像越来越封闭自己，什么是都会往坏的方面想，我很害怕，别人会怎么看我？我会介意别人的眼光，开始把真实的我隐藏起来，常常带着一幅面具来面对人，不让人看透我，不让别人伤害我...也许，是自己想太多，也许，我该成熟一点，新的生活，新的开始...我会让自己的每一天活得比昨天更精彩!